Blinded

There is light!

I cannot see it.

There is hope

I cannot find it!

There is dark

I am inside it!

For there is Evil

that I abide in .

For god gave me a chance

and I have denied him!

For love touched my heart

and I have despised it!

From the moment I entered this world

I have known I was blinded!

Be Happy, Be Strong, and Be You

I may not be strong.

I may not be fast.

I may not be coordinated.

I may not have stamina.

But I do have a brain

which has the ability to persevere

which has the ability to be intellectual

which has the ability to expand

which has the ability to be ethical.

And I also have a heart

that shows I am willing

that shows I can care

that shows I know what is best for me

that shows I can be true to myself.

Every one person is different.

Every one person has their own abilities.

Every one person is not perfect.

Every one person has dreams.

Don’t be ashamed of yourself.

God made you and wants his work

to be great, so embrace yourself

even if you lack in something.

Give it your all and be happy with

your abilities no matter what levels they are.

So be happy, be strong, and be you.

Almighty God II

We seem to ask who

but may we ask it?

Mysterious and yet powerful

embedded with spirit.

As the last days arrive

we are face to face.

We seek its presence

as we know He is

The Almighty God.

For the Life of a Demon Child

I am casted in the shadow.

I am taunted by the night.

The devil is my father.

With God we choose to fight!

Obsession with adversity,

the world is my playground.

Innocent cities,

I love to see them burn!

Pregnant teens dying.

Young fathers crying

tormented by demons.

In hope they’ll be trying

Fascinations with breaking laws

No hesitations to make you lost

Destroying all your motivation

to turn and spit on the Cross.

Demented minds.

Channels

I flip through the channels

trying to pass the time

only to find that time passes

me. First I am sad, then I’m

angry. Sometimes the channels

seem to be stuck. I often

tell myself enough is enough!

I’m stuck in this cycle,

seeking a way out.

Those who love me seem to

have doubts. I always

fall down and get up

again. Someday this cycle

will come to an end.

The Eyes

They are always looking at me

when I walk to school

when I walk the halls

when I am in class

everywhere I go I feel they are watching.

When I leave school

when I walk down my street

when I go to the gym

when I go to work

everywhere I go I feel they are watching.

While I am at work

when I leave work

when I walk home

everywhere I go I feel they are watching.

I feel they are behind me

to the left, maybe to the right

or are they in front of me?

In their homes looking from their window.

Where are they?  They are everywhere.

Why are they staring at me?

What do they want?

Are they laughing at me or with me?

Why are they laughing?

Is it the way I walk, the way I talk,

the way I look, or the way I dress?

Why…why???  Why are they looking??

What do they think?

Is it good or is it bad?

Why are they bothering me?

Was it something that I said?

Was it something that I did?

Why can’t they just leave me alone/

I ask…and…I ask

but I still find no answers.

Are they really doing all this?

Or…is it just…me…???

Stuck

I feel like I’m stuck in a hole.

I gotta get myself out.

I step back and observe

and I’m still full of doubt.

My options seem impossible.

I gotta pick the best route. 

There’s no one to help

me and myself is the bout.

All I keep thinking

is what I should do

but my brain keeps reminding

that the answer is on you.

I still gotta remember

that there’s a total of two

my higher power up above

is the only one that can pull me through.

Keep on believing

that’s his number one rule.

I’m out and free due to 

my higher power’s tool.