Past

Past

my past isn't good

my past isn't great

there were awful things done

in front of my face

I tried to act tough

so I could keep my guard up

cause I'm afraid if I let my guard down

I'll also drop my crown

people say I'm intelligent

and I may be fun

but deep down inside

I just want to be loved

instead of wanting

to be loved I did drugs

I did it to take the pain away

so I could tell my family that I was okay

life could suck sometimes

i wish I could put it all away into a little cup

but unfortunately life doesn't go that way

and we just have to suck it up