I'm Addicted

I'm Addicted

I'm addicted

I'm addicted to her love

In my addiction, my life is filled with doves

In my addiction, I'm glad to feel her hugs and

Her love that sits above

In my addiction, I hate to think about the times

We faded

In my addiction the real me becomes the

Real me because of how much I hate it

In my addiction, I struggle to tell her how

Much I love her

In my addiction, I'm hiding my true feelings

From her

In my addiction, I'm in a constant battle of

Figuring out whether she really loves me

Or not.

Dedicated to the love of my life

Untitled

Untitled

When I talk about my life people think

It's an epiphany.

But I'm just speaking from my heart

What I went through was true history.

The things that happened in my life

I never understood.

But then I cracked that mystery.

And now I really took a look

Started talking 'bout my feelings and

How I really feel about things.

It's time to dump that junk that

I had bottled up inside me.

As I started to dump it all

Got scared and pulled back

Cuz I thought they were doubting me

And thought I was full of crap.

Untitled

Untitled

I got a text message I sit on the couch

wondering what the message would say

The text message came

Forever in your arms is where I want to be

holding me close

within the space

that once held only me

The phone ringing

forever in your warmth

the place for me and you

I feel the sun

Our life's just begun

I know you miss me too

And I love you, you're my boo.

Depression

Depression

Every waking day you feel

hopeless and without inner fire

knowing only desperation

happiness, your lone desire,

dances away and with it takes

all hope of you ever coming back

to sanity, to family

to everything you ever knew.

Schizophrenia

Schizophrenia

You're of two minds, it's insanity.

You hear the voices, they urge you on.

Telling you, demanding of you,

everything you know is wrong.

Stubbed Toe

Stubbed Toe

The pain

it overwhelms your mind.

The pulsing agony

it makes you blind,

Rage at the source

it consumes your soul.

Your wrath

is impossible to console.

Sanity

you no longer know.

Curse the world

you stubbed your toe.

The Beast

The Beast

The rasping, gasping evil tone

The source of evil the heart of stone

A need to raze a love of death

The presence of it takes your breath

The monster with it's grotesque form

A face despised, withered, and torn

You cannot think, you cannot run

Chance of escape is slim to none

It closes in and moves to kill

It seeks excitement but you stay still

Your consciousness begins to fade

Your fate is set, the deal is made

You cease to breath, you see the end

The beast begins to tear and rend

You drift away and leave your mind

And everything you knew behind.