White Shadow

White Shadow

I am a clear shadow,

a shadow that's white.

You could see me in the dark,

but never see me in the light.

I am a clear shadow,

you could see right through me,

never know when I'm coming,

never know where I'll be.

I am a clear shadow

that could be spotted in glass.

Also in a picture,

only if I walk past.

I am a clear shadow.

I don't fear no one.

My powers are strong.

[More] powerful than the sun.

I am a clear shadow,

the clearest of them all,

the one you saw in the corner,

the one that possessed your doll.

I am the white shadow.

I'm Sorry

I'm Sorry

I'm sorry I wasn't

there when you needed me

most. All those tough times I

put you through. All those times

I wasn't home.

I'm sorry I didn't

listen to your advice

and for driving myself

down the wrong road.

I'm doing 6 to 9 months

but now I'm striving for

my Gold.

I'm sorry I got dropped

and pushed things back

two months. We all have

bad days but they just

come and go.

I'm sorry mom.

If You Really Knew?

If You Really Knew?

If you really knew me you would know

I quit basketball to get high.

If you really knew me you would know

I was abused by two gay guys.

If you really knew me you would know

I'm not a bad guy.

If you really knew me you would know

my mother was a prostitute and my dad was some guy.

If you really knew me you would know

my mother was fugitive of the week because she wanted to get high.

If you really knew me you would know

a long time ago I wanted to die.

If you really knew me you would know

I hate to cry.

If you really knew me you would know

how I had to survive.

If you really knew me you would know

I'm a different guy hiding behind a different

guy.

If you really knew me!!!!

From the Concrete

From the Concrete

Seed underneath, dirt on the ground,

crack in the walk,

while everyone stands all around, started

from the bottom, sprouted from the ground,

standing up tall where's everybody

now. Left alone petals all broken down,

because I was stepped on and brought

back down. I'm no longer a strong stem

that stands its ground. But that's okay,

because who would have knew a flower

would've grew from the concrete ground,

and plus I did it once,

I can do it again. But next time is

my time to win. I have no fear, so let

the growing begin.

Another Statistic

Another Statistic

I don't want to be another statistic.

Some deadbeat dad

who left his kids in life not

knowing what he had.

I don't want to be another statistic.

Some kid strung out on crack

who started from a party

and now can never look back.

I don't want to be another statistic.

Some kid out of school who dropped

out early because he thought the

streets was cool.

He thought that it was boring.

He thought it was dumb.

He doesn't have an education

and now he's living like a bum.

I don't want to be another statistic.

Some stereotype teen.

I'm going to make a difference.

I will complete my dream.

I won't end up on drugs or dead

on your new flat screen.

I will use my head to

become who I want to be.

I won't be another statistic

because that's just not me.

I Love You

I Love You

Love isn't a game,

love is just pain.

Reading all your letters

got me saying your name.

Screaming and yelling

I remember those days.

All those letters sound

good, but I gotta speak

to you face to face.

Love isn't just a word.

Love has a meaning

so when I say

I love you,

I really do mean it.

Anti-Venom

Anti-Venom

Dampy

wet

humid

after a long filthy

rain storm.

As a water moccasin

slithers near the

Mississippi River.

He quickly attacks

because he felt threatened.

Poor little kid is he going

to make it?

Yelling Help

crying

and rolling in pain

with only 20 minutes to live.

He's paranoid and doesn't know

what to do.

He rushes to the hospital

down with 5 minutes to live.

Docs quickly inject him with

anti-venom after 30 seconds

it quickly kicks in.