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A sore shoulder as soon as I open

my eyes,

To my surprise,

The darkness answered my personal question

of whether the sun has arised.

Feelings unvocalized in my head.

Go 'head !

No you shouldn't,

considering everything that you said.

Open!

May the happiness arise from the dead.

“Line up for breakfast!”

Behind Locked Doors

Behind Locked Doors

The doors are blue, the walls are white,

the rooms are chilly, the security's tight.

The hallways are long, the rules are strict,

the feeling is raw, the windows are thick.

The days are fast, the months are slow,

the smell is ugly, the wind never blows.

Behind locked doors is not a place to be,

especially if you want to be free.

Behind locked doors is a fear of my own,

I don't know when I'm going to go home.

Outside these doors is the gift of life,

but trouble is waiting to take the bite.

Behind locked doors there's a positive side,

if you learned your lesson, you won't end up

back inside.

I'm Sorry

I'm Sorry

I'm sorry for all the times

I lost my temper

For the times I was disrespectful

For all the people that were

given to me and I never said

god thank you.

For all the love you've shown me

And I haven't shown it back

For all the time you were patient

A skill I really lacked.

I'm sorry for all the people

to whom I was cruel

to all the people I picked on

in and out of school.

I couldn't see past your weakness

I couldn't see past my pride

Your heart I trampled over

On my high horse I used to ride.

The only person I cared about

was me and only me and now I'm

Truly sorry you got hurt by me

I know it's a little late because

my deeds are all done but I

realize now that I was wrong.

So I'm sorry everyone.

Ice Box

Ice Box

Ice box,

ice box,

please put me in your right spot.

With you I am all colors

but without you

I'm just a white sock.

I'm frozen in the moment because of

your cold personality.

I'm so cold and hypnotized that I

forgot the meaning of reality.

I'm global warming to your ice cap.

You got me caught up it's like your love

was just a mouse trap.

Look at the bigger picture and collect all of

the right facts

because you're focused on the portion that's

going to make you want to fight back.

I said you're colder than a winter storm.

You said you put me back together but I

know I'm torn.

When I give you a hug there's no spot

that can make me warm.

You got the coldest, the most careless

heart to ever be born.

Ice box.

Lost in the World

Lost in the World

I'm lost in the world, no where to be found.

I look at the streets and I don't hear a sound.

No cars, no violence, not even birds in the air.

The winds sound like roars of an angry bear.

The sun is asleep. The moon is awake.

The scent of a Dark Creature is waiting to take.

It doesn't know how to go for the bait.

I'm lost in the world, with no choice to make.

I'm hungry, scared, alone on the earth.

Then a couple days later mother nature gave birth

to an enormous storm that swallowed the sky.

Let's defeat the storm. We must give it a try.

My gravestone lies in the land of the unknown.

My body or casket was never to be shown.

I was lost in the world. Now I found my way home

to a secret place the world will never know.

You Don't Know Me

You Don't Know Me

You see that I am angry.

You see that I am defiant.

But you don't know me.

You would know me if...

You knew how hard it was to not be terrified

You knew how I feel sometimes that I'm own my own

You knew how I felt forced to do the things I do.

You see that I run with the wrong crowd.

You see that I don't hold back.

But you don't know me.

You would know me if...

You knew how I was in my own world

You knew how I was fighting a losing battle in my head.

You knew how I was vulnerable as a child growing up.

A Wounded Heart

A Wounded Heart

I pump blood everywhere you go

even in your seat.

You feed me oxygen,

in return I let you breath.

When that sharp thing pierced through me

I felt tired and weak

so had to go to sleep.

I woke up to the sound of beeps

the lifeline rose to its peek.

The doctors had to use the shocking heat.

They realized how much I was in need.

A wounded heart is what I became.

Lesson Learned

Lesson Learned

We walk into the world with out chest high,

no clue of our long journey.

We act out just to see who has the most pride

but when I gave cold it came back to burn me.

We always set up a self-destructive trap.

I wonder why would I want to hurt me.

This question makes us regret all of our acts.

Now we have a lesson that we just started learning.

How can you walk us through pain without our shoes on your feet?

You can't just jive and dive and cut around with some unordinary cleats.

My shoes cover miles,

not inches, yards, or feet.

If our lesson is learned our class won't repeat.

My choices are my choices, whether you like it or not.

I was lead to the water but only drank when my kitchen got hot.

I'm only 15.

You must've forgot

that when a lesson is given

it might not be learned on the spot.

Into the Wild

Into the Wild

You have everything you ever wanted.

I understand your point, but why?

How come you couldn't keep what you had?

Or at least be grateful that you have a choice.

Why would you want to understand

the loss of things you always had?

Potential

Potential

More brighter than the moon on a

clear, warm summer night.

Reaches farther than the point in space

that can't be reached by ongoing light.

Ambition grows to allow me to grab it

with my height.

I'm only 5'5” and my potential

is in sight.

My potential is protected

from the people who envy.

Which gives them another reason

to be hateful or resent me.

Patience is durable as a

bag from Hefty.

Determination is an animal so I warn,

do not pet me.

Judgmental

Judgmental

Why must you always have to criticize?

What?

I'm not doing good enough?

Why do I have to be treated as the little guy?

Is that because I don't look big and tough?

You're busy resenting about my difference.

You can't control whether or not I change.

So while I'm being judged based on your inference,

I'm going to continue to be the same.

Your mouth isn't talking

but your body language is on caption.

Your eyes continue stalking

and criticizing my every action.

Leave me alone.